Adventures With Cindersome (:

So today after school, me and Cindersome celebrated our hiatus from school with a little jaunt through my woods. We hiked through brambles and ditches, through muddy bogs, and spied on my creepy neighbor.. who happens to live in an RV in the middle of a wasteland. It's pretty creepy. He had a bed on the ground outside his camper.. whaaa O.o Here's our documentations:

My Next Weekend Project!

So I found this on Pinterest.. and it's amazing. Like you could make so many different patterns, and colors, and ahhh. AND you could probably sell these things for some good money. But yeah, here is the link with instructions etc. I'm thinking black and white with a funky green pattern. It's going to be cool. I'll post pictures of it when I'm finished!

Everyone Should Have a Tumblr.

So I've been addicted to tumblr lately.. and it always seems to make life suck more! I cannot explain it, there is no logic to it because it is quite a beautiful website. Here's my blog: tumblr

New Years.

So every year, you get a new start, a new beginning. But is it always good to get a new start? Is it good to keep running from your past? Food for thought.

My goal is no more television. Just one more distraction, and it's a waste of my time. Wish me luck!! 

Today I felt content. I like keeping myself busy and letting go of things. I guess life will gradually gain a purpose again, it just takes time and effort. But anyways. I'm sick of letting myself down, and letting other people get me down. If I'm going to live and breath, it will be for myself and by my own will. Who else can tell me what makes me happy? My family is amazing, I have such loving friends, and I have all the comforts of life I could wish for. There are so many people that don't have that. Who am I to be unhappy? This new year will change.    

Sooo, school sucks this week. I've caught myself slipping into the mindless herd called the student body. The same clothes, same terrible attitudes, same egos, same self-absorbed teenagers. I was looking around my math class and was thinking about how much more fun the class would be if everyone had a little energy. I mean, it's math, but if we tried to care we could advance ourselves, and our minds. WE make ourselves more stupid, and more ignorant because WE don't put in the effort. The teachers always get a bad rap because they 'don't teach' but it's mostly because its hard to teach kids who don't want to learn. Hmm, kinda a problem for both sides. And math sucks, I hate it lol. But I'm going to suck it up and try my hardest to have a better attitude... and no more daydreams. xD We shall see if it gets any better. Woo for a good senior year!

Senoritis.

So, new school. new home. new ward. new everyone. new town. new culture. Kinda sucks. When I walked in to school, all I saw were rednecks and barbies. I already feel like it should be the end of the year.. ughh. only 9 months and 20 days left. :/ BUT I have Cindy. She has so much in common with me! Thank goodness I have one friend here. She is perfect for mee. And I have my sister and relatives, but not my parents? Surprisingly I miss them, a lot. This past year had made me get so close to them, I never thought that would happen. This move is a new beginning, a new me. I hate who I was, what decisions I made: this is my chance to change.